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Fated Love Chapter 1

What is Destiny? Does it exist? Or is it just a myth? Something only Fools would believe in. Is it something God writes Himself or is it something we create ourselves? Is it a superstition or is it something that will happen .To be honest I don't know how or what destiny is and neither do I know whether it was written by God or is it something we create as we go. All I know about Destiny is that it cannot be fought. Nobody can change whets written in the stars. The stars will not change their course for anyone no matter what you or I do. They’ll always be the way they always are just like a frozen lake without any disturbance. Never maven or shaken by whets going on around it.

         Imagine, what would be the scariest thing in the world. Well..........for me it was knowing destiny and also knowing that there was nothing I could do to change it. It’s quite frightening to be honest. But still try, try to change what we know can never be changed and whets suppose to happen will happen.

        Try to think the person that you love the most taken from your very arms and never returned. Let me guess just the mere thought of it makes your heart filled with unbearable pain. A pain that no drug can suppress; a pain called love. I always thought that falling in love was dangerous and I was right because when you fall in love you let all of your guards down and always want to be by him. Which when he is not in front of your eyes it feels like your whole world disappears for that person was your whole world. Love is like a trap, a trap that once you’re caught it won't ever release you; like a spider web stuck but no way out without destroying yourself. However what I didn't know about love was that it attracts you like a beautiful butterfly but stings you like a bee. Scent of honey but taste of poison; a poison without any antidote.

         I always tried to keep away from love; love that destroys you, a love that makes you want to be some one else.
        The possibility that you'll never get to see the one you love; you'll probably try to fight any possibility like that, won’t you. I did the same; I tried to fight against something that I knew I had no chance of winning against. But I fought anyway, like they say Love makes one's vision blurry. I know that all this sounds stupid but if you're not desperate enough to do all of this for the one you love then you probably don't love him enough.
         Sometimes it just doesn't work out and the other times it’s just not meant to be. The most ironic thing is in our case it was just that. There was no shortage of love between us but sadly it was just not to be. I did love him very much and I didn't want to let him go but when the greatest of the greats couldn't change their destiny then who was I; a mere mortal with nothing to give.
         My Desire to always be by him was always impossible. Even though he was always right at my hands, the distance between us was always worlds apart. I tried to crossover to his world even though I knew it was foolish but I had to at least try.
       I always did know that he was Different, from the very first day I met him. He was always very hard to explain. Always very distant yet so close.
       He stood out a lot although he didn't like to. While all the other guys were busy hitting on girls, he hardly even talked to them. He was very popular with the ladies because he was always very polite and a perfect gentlemen. He would help anybody who was in need of help but never take advantage of anyone.
        It all started when my goddamn uncle forced me to change my school. I was studying in London to become a biologist. But my uncle thought that I was better suited for Arts. I wasn't interested. It all seemed like a circus to me. But he still insisted.
          I was one of those Ice Princess types who stood out alot but because of my cold attitude I had no friends. I had a Motto "If I'm not bothering you then don't bother me". My life was peaceful and went by gradually but after meeting him it became anything but calm.
         Before meeting him, I wouldn't have done any of the stupidest things I did after meeting him. I was one of who lead their lives following facts and then he came and none of those facts made any sense.
         That day started like any other, me going to school as early as possible so I wouldn't have to deal with anything unnecessary. But as usual the club activities beat me to the clock. The male jocks admiring from a distance. Because of my parents looks which I inherited from them even after wearing a scarf to cover my face I attracted a lot of unwanted attention. The female jocks kept glaring at me.
       As I made my way through the glares and admiring eyes a shiny black limo pulled up at the back. It didn't take me a mere second to guess who it was.
      And when the door opened and a large shining figure comes out my worst fear had been realized. It was Uncle Pete or should I say it had to be him or else who would be stupid enough to bring a limo this early in the morning at a boarding school.
     As he walked towards me I noticed his silky black hair shining as it reflected the Sunlight, His skin a soft white pinkish color glowing. When I looked at his face he looked a soft and as fragile as if, if I touch him now he'll shatter. His lips as red as ever and his dark brown eyes in which any one would get lost in focused directly at me. That dark suit he was wearing complimented his fair skin perfectly; the upper three buttons of his suit were open. His muscular chest was very much visible through the white shirt he was wearing inside. Looking at his chest would make anyone feel secure. He looked like his just came out of a beautiful painting.
       "Damn His HOT!" I thought to myself. Who would have believed me if I had told them that he was35.He hardly looked 20.He eyes were so captivating that it took me a while to release my vision from his. Finally I notice the envelope in his hand............................................................
                                                          ~END of Chapter 1~         

Chapter 2

  It was a letter that was expected but not awaited.He walked towards me turning all the glares in to admiration as he walked passed the girls.They were mesmerized just by looking at him.They were looking at him as if he were the most beautiful thing they'd ever seen.

 The unawaited letter soon reached my hand.I examined the envelope which had a silver ribbon sealed around it with silver wax.In the wax were written the words "SM" representing the famous school & collage of Saint Michael.

 It was a school that specialized in the Arts famous for creating the best of the best in the world but only a few chosen people are allowed to enter this mysterious yet wondrous school or so my uncle said.Looking at the letter I suddenly started to feel dizzy & could feel all of my strength leaving my body and then everything went black…….

  When I finally came to my senses,I remember thinking that I had somehow defied gravity & was sleeping on the clouds;the bed was SO soft and When I opened my eyes I saw a polished wooden ceiling.I could smell something really sweet; It smelled like the mixture of spring & Christmas.

 I know it sounds weird but that's exactly how it smelled;like the soothing smell of spring flowers mixed with the excitement of Christmas.The smell made me want to sleep some more but then I saw the big old fashioned clock (which suited the old fashioned room perfectly) which struck 1 pm.I tried to sit up but my head still felt dizzy & then it all started coming back to me.I wanted nothing more then to go to my uncle & give him a huge piece of my mind.

 But when I tried to getup again my whole body felt like it was made of iron & so it made more sense for me to wait here rather then trying to search for my uncle in this unfamiliar place with my body ready to faint at any moment.

 After a little while I somehow pulled myself out of bed & started walking towards the white-sainted curtained windows.The breeze was so nice that it made me wanna go outside.I looked out the window for the first time & saw the most breathtaking view.

 It was like looking at the preview of heaven but only better.The place glittered like it had diamonds scattered all around it.

 I was grasping for air when the door knob turned & a guy in black and white tuxedo entered the room.His eyes were a strange alluring violet colour.They looked sad but violent at the same time.He had long (very long) silky black hair pulled up behind his back.He was as fair as snow or maybe even more.His lips were blood red.He had long eyelashes.He was spookily beautiful.

 I can swear that I saw a little bit of happiness in his eyes when they met my eyes but he soon went back to being expressionless.

 I was about to ask him where I was when he instead asked 'What are you doing here?' with a cold voice which could possibly freeze time.It scared me a little at first but thin I figured that I was the one who woke up in an unknown place so where does he get the right to ask me that and to scare me at that.I’ll be honest I didn’t really get along with people that well but the way he spoke to me pissed me off.

I replied his question with the same question ‘Where am I?’ (I figured it’d piss him off)

And just as I suspected it did make him a little irritated…..well a little less then I expected but what the hell right.

He asked me the same question again not letting he irritation get to his voice ‘What are you doing in my room?’.That surprised me cause even my uncle wouldn’t do something like this to me or so I thought.I was about to throw my frustration at him when the door knob turned and in came my dear uncle.

I was about to ask him where I was but he beat me to it ‘What are you doing here Alexander?’ looking at that guy.Uncle for some reason looked furious which was very rare for him.He turned towards me and then with an irritated look complained ‘Did I raise you to wear something like this infront of a stranger?’

I had no idea what he was talking about and then I notice that I was wearing a very very revealing nightgown.I crossed my arms around myself but some thing tells me it made it look more sluttish.

He pulled Alexander’s hand and dragged him outside.When I tried to peek he slammed the door.I couldn’t hear much other then uncle saying ‘you know you’re not suppose to meet her yet!’.Uncle sounded furious nothing like the Uncle I knew.

After maybe half an hour of scolding my uncle reentered the room.I was ready to give him a piece of my mind but at the back of my head I was honestly a little scared and thanks to God uncle went first.

‘You better get ready quick’ He sort of ordered.

I didn’t care anymore angry or not he owed me an explanation and he was ganna give it to me now.I cleared my throat now and asked ‘Don’t you have something to explain…like where the hell am I and how did I get here and who was that guy?’

‘Oh that’ He replied as if all this was not too big a deal.

‘Yes that’ I said in a sarcastic way.

He stated explaining ‘You see the thing is that your previous schools dorm head heard my sad sad story about my niece not wanting to move to another school closer to her family because of her mother issues…..’

I cut him off  with an angry grunt I mean he knew that I don’t like it when people address that women as my mother but he ignored me and continued his explanation ‘….and she sort of dropped a few sleeping pills in your breakfast’

‘you drugged my breakfast!’ I exploded

‘Well I had to do something’ he said unapologetically

‘How did you know I was gonna decline?’ I asked confused

‘I’m your father sweetheart I always know whats going on inside that little head of yours’ He answered with overflowing confidence.

‘so how long have I been out?’ I asked trying to calm myself.

‘Two days.’ He replied calmly

‘TWO FREAKIN DAYS!!!’I exclaimed

 He recommended ‘The school tour’s gonna start soon so I recon you get changed’ and was about to leave when I stopped him by grabbing his hand

‘Who was that guy’I asked with my utmost curiosity.

He answered as usual very calmly (which by the way I should’ve known nothing good could come out of my uncle’s calm voice except maybe his voice) ‘Oh that! He name’s Alex, your new roommate’ as if it wasn’t such a big deal. now that I think about it for him it probably wasn’t.

 I screamed ‘Roommate!’

He asked ‘Why is something wrong?’

I tried to explain with a sarcastic tone ‘He’s a guy and if you hadn’d noticed I’m a girl’

‘Oh come on sweetie we’re in the 21st century so who cares and anyway the dissection’s final so there’s nothing you can do about it and for the love of god don’t bother Alexander about this he’s girlfriend I think he has enough going on in his mind now so I hope you’ll be a good friend to him now seeing as you’ve through a lot of deaths.’

I couldn’t help but agree ‘Ok understood’

‘Good then I have to go and you my dear should get ready for the tour’ giving me piece of advice he was about to leave when I stopped him yet again ‘Did you maybe forget to mention a few very important details like where am I suppose to go after changing or do they come to pick you up in this school’ I admit I was a bit sarcastic but after the day I had I think I deserve to get a little mad at him.

‘Alex will come and get you’ He reassured

I murmured ‘Wasn’t he not suppose to meet me’

He gave me a look.

I assured him ‘Nothing’ in a very polite way.

‘So now can I finally leave or are there anymore questions you’d like answered’ He asked irritated

‘No that’ll do’ I replied in a very commanding way and eventhough I knew he was gonna get mad to my surprise he was in such a hurry that he played along and even thanked me.He stormed out the door as fast as he had first came in.

 

                                                                                  

 

                                                                                

                                                                                          ~END of Chapter 2~         

Chapter 3   
After my dear uncle left I sat down to take it all in because for some reason when I saw Alex I felt as if I’d known him for a long time. Even though it was the first time in my life I’d ever seen him, he just seemed like someone I knew…have known…want to know……..agh I don’t know but when I saw him for the first time, even though it was crazy and so not like me but I just wasted 20 minutes thinking about it and when the door opened in came a completely different Alex.
This time he had a very different vibe. He looked the same but something was different. It was like he had suddenly transformed from winter ice to summer heat wave. He had a lighter atmosphere around him and before I could ask him about the tour he took off his shirt. I was really shocked. I mean I didn’t really take him to be that type of a guy and because he seemed so different I didn’t question his act and went right into the bathroom.
The bathroom was gorgeous with a grand bathtub and a separate shower. There was another door in the bathroom and I didn’t find out until after I got changed, while brushing my teeth Alex opened it. I thought to myself that that was it. I mean I get it that the dude was heartbroken and all but he should follow some rules like not coming into my bathroom wearing nothing but shorts. He slowly walked towards me and reached behind my back.
‘HEY!’ I objected
‘Is there a problem?’ he asked with a devilish smirk.
‘Um yes there is’ I replied trying to move his hand. 
‘What is it, does me being here bother you?’ He asked as if he couldn’t care less
‘Look I don’t care what you do seeing as this is also your room but you better keep 1metre distance from me’ I yelled backing off.
‘Why? Do I scare you?’ He asked coming closer
I hesitated ‘Nn-o!’I could tell that my hesitation amused him.
He walked even closer and mocked ‘and here I thought you were your father’s daughter but I guess I was wrong.’ And here I had no reply to that jerk’s words
He continued ‘Guess after all the family trouble it does leave one defenseless and I also heard that you were abandon by your mother you poor thing’ and he said that with no remorse what so ever. This time it pissed me off .Who was he to mock me. I grabbed by the neck and pushed him against the mirror.
I warned ‘Look I’m not bringing up your dead girlfriend so you better watch it before talking about my dysfunctional family. You think you know my weakness well guess what I know yours’
I think for a second, just a second at the mention of his girlfriend he went back to his older well composed self. Suddenly expressionless and the atmosphere around him also went back to being winter ice and so did his vibe but he went back to being the heat wave.
He moved my hand from his neck. He was angry now. He picked my face up with his index finger and said with a quirky expression ‘Look here I won’t bother you with your so called father or your mother so don’t ever bring her up again. You got that’ letting my face go.
I made it clear ‘If we are going to be roomies then there should be some ground rules’
He agreed ‘there should.’
I went first ‘You are not allowed to enter my bedroom without my permission’
He criticized ‘your room and my room are connected and the only way I can enter my room is through yours so shouldn’t it be the other way round’
I hated it but I knew he had a point but I still insisted ‘I don’t care if you enter my room you knock, you leave you knock got it’. He smirked and I took that for a yes.
I continued ‘You are not allowed to undress in front of me and you will not talk about my family especially that women and last but not the least you will not tell anyone in the school that we’re roomies. ’.
He was irritated but he agreed anyway and now he was going to lay down his ground rules. His first rule was that I was not allowed to bring any guys in the room. Second, I wasn’t allowed to go anywhere without him (it was on my uncle’s orders so I would’ve followed it anyway) and 3rd I was not allowed to lock the door between our rooms when I slept. I found the last one stupid but I didn’t have the time bother with it anymore so I agreed. And the suddenly when I was about to leave I remembered I had a favor to ask him.
‘Hey I need a favor to ask you?’ I asked very politely
‘Well alright but you also have to do something for me; they say you can see a lot of things when they look into my eyes so would you clarify that for me’ He implied with a little evil smile.
I didn’t like the thought of it but I looked anyway.
Looking into his violet eyes it suddenly got dark and soon the darkness turned into a dark forest with nothing but the full moon to give light and in there I heard a scream and I think there was a dark figure beside the tree and I was about to put my hand on the figures shoulder when Alex blinked.
‘That’s enough!’ He said turning back to his winter self.
I was in a daze ‘but…’
He cut me off ‘So what was the favor you waned?’
I spoke in a haze ‘I want to know more about you. You know as in research on you’
He backed ‘You can ask your father’s permission’ and kicked me out of the bathroom. We left the room for the tour 5 minutes after that.
I didn’t really see where I was going but I was holding Alex’s hand so I thought I’d be ok, somehow he made me feel safe. I was thinking that interacting with the devil Alex was easier then interacting with the winter Alex when we reached a train station. I got confused and looked at Alex for an answer as he was the only person I knew here except my uncle who was nowhere to be found. He gave me an assuring look saying he knew where he was taking me and soon we entered the train.
We took the window seats. We sat in both the corner seats. Soon a girl with honeycomb color hair came and sat beside me.
She asked smiling ‘Hey my name’s Jennifer Callum & yours?’
I answered ‘I’m Alice, Alice Darkworth’
She smiled and informed ‘hey! That’s the same last name as the head director of the school; what a coincidence’
I agreed ‘yeah!’
After talking to her for a while I was complaining about a school having a train when she said ‘I wouldn’t say that in front of him if I were you.’ looking at Alex.
I asked laughing ‘Why?’
She was shocked ‘you don’t know?!’
I got confused ‘Don’t know what?’
I turned to Alex ‘What is she talking about?’
He was sleeping with his head down so he raised his and said ‘You should talk to your father about that’ and went back to sleeping
Jen asked surprised ‘You know him? You know Alexander Phantom?!’
I was confused yet again ‘Why, is that a big deal?’
Jen didn’t believe what I had just said that Alexander Phantom wasn’t a big deal. She gave me a look of disbelief ‘Big deal? BIG DEAL!?! He’s not only the chairman of the school he’s also the coolest guy in school & excels in everything he does!!!!!’ And she rambled on and on about how great Alex was till she still didn’t know how I knew Alex ‘So how do you know him?’
I was hesitated to answer because I didn’t want her to find out that we were roomies when Alex’s voice came out ‘Our families are close’
Jen looked at me to see if it were true & I assured her it was. To my greatest surprise I was saved by Alexander Phantom that day.
Half way through the tour we reached the dining hall where we crossed a huge door which was the only room in the school that was off limits when Alex grabbed my hand and pulled my away from the group. That was the return of devil Alex. He pulled me into that room.
‘You waned to know about me right?’ He asked letting go of my hand.
‘Yes’ I answered confuse why he brought me here.
‘Well then let’s start with my family. He suggested looking at an old painting of a stormy night hanging over a fireplace.
I took his suggestion ‘ok’.
He’s eyes were locked on the painting as if he were there ‘Do you know the story of the Phantoms?’ He asked still lost somewhere in that painting.
‘No’ I answered staring at that painting. I don’t know why but that painting had a very sad feeling as if it was drown at a very tragic time.
He began still lost in the painting ‘This story’s been passed down from generation to generation. We the Phantoms descended from the first Phantom’
I asked ‘What’s so new about that?’
I think he didn’t hear my question so he continued in his own pace ‘Do you know what Phantom’s are?’ He asked me for the first time looking away from the picture at me.
‘Yes, they’re a sort of monster right?’ I asked expecting an answer
He turned back to his painting and continued ‘Yes, they’re beings which can disintegrate in to thin air. They were one of god’s strongest creations; they could disappear and reappear in a heartbeat. They could travel the world fifty times in the blink of an eye, each of them had the power to carry a continent with just one hand, they could read a person’s thoughts, change it and even alter it. They could change in to anyone anything according to their will. They feed on blood even though they didn’t need to except the females, the elders and the Oracle in the clan who drank the blood from the male clan members .The females needed the blood for breeding, the elders for the powerful rituals they performed and the oracle needed the blood for connecting with the deities and for seeing the future. They could not be killed with a steak, a cross, flame or even silver; the only way for them to die was by the elders who released the soul from the body. Their bodies stopped ageing seventeen years after their birth. Their only flow was that they could not transform other humans and most of the members of the clan were male. There were very few females in the clan and only two or three of them could breed a child each ten thousand years so the clan was very small. There was a female Oracle born each thousand year and she was forbidden to fall in love with a phantom for it was disapproved by the fates and destiny itself and if she did her lover would be killed by the elders of the clan. There once was a Phantom who fell in love with the Oracle and she fell for him but their love was a tough one for at first the weak phantom had to resist the alluring smell of her blood. For phantoms this was normal when they fell in love their craving for their lover’s blood increases to a point of insanity. But they controlled and got use to each other’s smell yet their love was short lived for the elders had found out about them and the Oracle took her own life to save the phantom’s and hearing that his beloved had taken her own life the phantom tried everything to kill himself and when he finally figured that it was only the elders who knew the ritual to take a Phantom’s life he went to beg them to take his life and right before his soul was about to depart his body he heard one of the elders saying that the Oracle would reincarnate in a thousand years and that was when the devil himself offered the phantom to make a deal. The phantom agreed and for the power the devil would bestow on him the devil decided to merge both of their souls together and after the merger the devil too fell in love with the Oracle. Now the phantom knew who he had to go to for help .He went to the very first phantom who decided to start living as a human and left the clan. And when he did meet the most powerful phantom, the phantom asked for his help and the most powerful phantom after seeing the love for the Oracle in the phantoms eyes decided to help.’ The whole time he spoke it seemed like he was in another universe, a place where time and space didn’t matter anymore; he seemed sad and a little terrified as well.
I asked with a soft voice trying not disturb him ‘Then what happened?’
Hearing my question he came out of his thoughts and smiling said ‘Who knows?’
His story made me want to cry my heart out. It seemed very lonely. I was about to ask him to tell me more when my uncle came out of nowhere.
‘What are you doing in here?’ he sounded displeased
Alex grinned ‘nothing just telling her the story of the phantoms’
Uncle looked disturbed by the idea ‘You two should join back with the whole class before the tour ends’
Later at the end of the tour I found out that, the head director was none other than my dear Uncle Peter. I wanted some explanation but I knew better then to question my school head director in front of the whole school. So I quietly listened to his speech. 
After dinner I went to my room to sleep. But it was surprisingly a stormy night. And as always I was having seizures. Usually my uncle would be there to calm me down but he wasn’t there that day so with what sense I had left in me I sat in front of the window behind the curtains thinking that it would help if I knew when the thunder would strike but it didn’t; instead it scared me even more .the sky seemed like the sky deity was mad at someone. I sat there looking at the sky quietly for a while I was shaking when Alex sat down beside me. He was his normal self and he put a blanket on me.
‘I thought you probably fell asleep by now’ I said still shaking. He put his arms around me but not in a bad way. I knew he did it to warm my body but his body was too cold to be of any help.
We sat there like that for a while till I broke the silence ‘So what happened after that?’ I asked.
He wasn’t sure what I was talking about ‘After what?’  
I told him ‘after the phantom went to the world’s strongest phantom?’
Hearing my question he smiled for the first time. It was beautiful. It was like seeing the last snowfall of charismas. ‘You’re really interested in my family history aren’t you?’
I couldn’t smile even though I waned to ‘No just the story of the oracle & the phantom’
He asked me very seriously ‘Do you believe in it?’
I said ‘I’m not really a believer but something about their story really appeals to me?’
He asked very curiously ‘Like what?’ it was as if he really waned to listen to me and not just so he could counsel me.
I answered his question without really knowing the answer myself ‘I don’t know maybe it the sadness or maybe it’s the tragedy or maybe it’s the kindness in the greatest Phantoms heart that really appeals to me’.
He asked very solemnly ‘Does he remind you of your father and his kindness towards you in your darkest time?’ 
I agreed ‘Maybe. I mean how many people are there who would adopt someone else’s daughter and actually treat her like their own’.
‘Right’ He agreed with me genuinely and for the first time in my life I actually felt like talking to someone about my complicated life.
I asked ‘Do you know the whole story behind my uncle becoming my father?’
His answer was negative ‘No’.
‘Do you want to know’ I offered
He was very sincere ‘Only if you want to tell me’ it seemed he knew it was a sensitive topic and I didn’t talk to a lot of people about it.
I started ‘When I was about 9 years old my father passed away and because he meant the world to me my whole world shattered into a billion pieces. That woman who had given birth to me couldn’t take the grief and went a bit psycho. She would beat me every day for two whole years and by then I had given up all hope that I’d ever be saved from her hands and it was then that my uncle came and adopted me. That woman, she didn’t even care and now when she visits our house to greet grandpa she acts as if I was never a part of her life. My uncle on the other hand took me in nurtured me loved me & cared for me. He healed me. Before I met him I had started to stop believing in God. Although he’s my legal father now I still prefer calling him uncle. Sometimes I do call him daddy even though it’s very rare’. He listened to my whole story without making a single sound and by the end of it I was almost in tears.
He saw right through me ‘You really loved your mother didn’t you & I guess that’s the reason you can’t call your father in the proper way’
I couldn’t take the fact that he called that woman my mother and my uncle father ‘Don’t call that women my mother and if you really have a problems calling my uncle by his last name or given name then please refer to him as my daddy not my father, my father is my birth father.’.
He didn’t argue ‘Ok’
I asked him with a lot of courage ‘So what happed to your girlfriend?’
He sighed ‘The fates sometimes let two people meet and fall in love only so that they can separate them’
I couldn’t say anything else but ‘Cruel fates’.
He agreed ‘Cruel fates’
After that we just kept talking about things that made no sense what so ever like how hard death’s job is and etc. We kept talking till I finally fell asleep in his arms. If it was some other guy then I’d probably feel uncomfortable but Alex made me feel safe. He seemed like the elder brother I never had, at the time I think that we could see a glimpse of the future of what was to come next at the time. Personally I think that we bonded a lot that day……………………
  ~END of Chapter 3~

Chapter-4
As the thundery night turned to a silent morning and the storm turned to a thick fog I woke up to a misty morning. I don’t know why but I was in Alex’s bed and I guessed that Alex had laid me there last night when I fell asleep.
I got off of bed and went to the balcony. Looking outside nobody could possibly imagine that this was the same place as last night. It was very early in the morning so the there was no one there except my Uncle who was drinking what I presumed was his special red tea and hanging around the trees. When he saw me he gave me a sign that meant that he was goanna come upstairs when he was done drinking tea.
By the time I was done washing up and changing my Uncle was already here eating the chocolate pancakes that Alex was making earlier. I joined him and by the time the clock struck seven all of the pancakes were gone. I told my Uncle that since there was nothing to do I wanted to go and visit the libraries. He suggested that I’d rather use that time to check out the Phantom valleys and all its wonders. It seemed like a good idea but there were so many valleys here that there was a high risk that I would end up getting lost by myself .Looking at my worried look my Uncle assured me that of Corse Alex was going to give me the tour. I had no reason to decline now so I agreed.
Before heading out Alex covered my head with a black robe and wore one himself. I thought it was weird but my Uncle thought that it was a good way of avoiding unwanted attention so I agreed to wear it. It was very quiet in the halls since the classes didn’t start till tomorrow. While passing the dining hall I could smell all sorts of food. They were probably preparing the breakfast. Any way I was already full   so I could care less. The outside corridors were as empty as the halls. As we crossed the libraries two students came out. One was a red head who she seemed very shy and the other was a blonde boy probably in middle school .He had a very sunny aura around him. He was carrying a lot
of oranges which fell out of his hand. One orange rolled on to my feet which I then picked up. The boy came to get the orange. He was taller than I thought now that I had a closer look. He reached out to get to orange but then out of nowhere Alex brushed his hand away. With an angry grunt to his voice he told them to keep away. He snatched the orange from my hand and threw it at the boy and then he grabbed my hand and started walking. I didn’t notice where we were going I just kept on complaining about why he treated that kid so badly, He was just a boy after all and all the other stuff about there was no reason to get so angry and suddenly he stopped. He let go of my hand and with a soft whisper breathed out the words the fountain of honesty. He wasn’t listening to a single word I said and believe me I wanted to stay mad but when he moved and reviled the fountain all of my anger just dissipated.
The fountain was old anyone could tell. It was made of stone and had green moss all over it but the water was crystal clear. Alex told me the story behind the name. It got that name because even though the fountain was so dirty the water that came out of it was so clear so pure and so honest and there was also a legend that no matter what misunderstanding anyone has if they come here the misunderstandings solve itself . I wanted to stay there longer but Alex said that we had too much ground to cover so we moved along.
At the farthest corners of the school were some clear green slopes. There was nothing there but a large oak tree which stood tall in the middle of this clean green carpet of grass. It gave me almost the same feeling as the fountain and yet somehow different. Alex called it the Tree of Salvation. He said that this tree would grant anybody salvation as long as the person truly wanted forgiveness. We stood and admired the tree for a little bit and then went on with our tour.
We went to the school garden this time. As soon as we entered Alex warned me not to wonder off but it was already too late. There were so many different types of trees that as an aspiring biologist it was all too over whelming for me. Each time I turned my head there was something either rare or completely unknown to me. It made me remember why I waned to be a biologist in the first place.
Wondering off soon I found myself in the middle of a thick forest of apple trees. I looked all over but there seemed to be no out and that is when I noticed a great iron gate at the north-east side of the forest. It was the only thing visible for this thick bunch of apple trees. I followed it not only because it seemed like the only way out but also I had this feeling the place beyond those gates were calling me. It was a strange sensation.
Closer now I noticed that the gates were wrapped around by rose vines. There were many different colours of roses on those vines in full bloom. There colours were not that of normal roses and yet they looked so natural.
I wasn’t looking where I was going my mind was only occupied with the thought of what was behind these gates that calling me out so sadly. I kept walking forward not looking down and that’s when I suddenly realized that there was no earth beneath my feet. When I looked down there was a big crack in the earth severing the path between garden and the mysterious iron gates. I got a close look at an endless pit. It was sc
ary and dark.. Though it was only a few seconds it made me cold right down to the bones. Someone pulled me up by the waist before I could fall. It was Alex.
Luckily he got there in time but he seemed more surprise about my being able to see the iron gates rather than my falling then a soft smile cracked in his face. He told me that I was one of the very few people who “The Meeting place” reviled itself to. Looking at my not so satisfied face he explained ‘This is the place where the Phantom and the Oracle first met. They use to meet here in secret…’ He laughed and as usual he was elsewhere but then his eyes went dim and his voice drifted into sadness ‘and it was also the place where they last met. The Phantom was so blinded by rage that after he heard the news of his beloved’s demise he sealed this place away with a course but because of the mystical garden’s own power they course was only half done and from time to time the garden would reveal itself to people it took a liking to. So the Phantom severed the path to enter by cracking the earth with his wings and so the Meeting place was forever sealed away’.
Unknowingly I told Alex my desire to visit this strange place that was calling to me. Alex Went silent but then he said to follow him.
He took me into a forest. It had a strange green glow about it. It almost felt magical. It was known as the Enchanted Forest. At the middle of the forest was a huge lake. It mirrored the sky perfectly. The water rushing down was fierce and yet somehow soft at the same time. This was the lake of the water fairies aka mermaids.
A few steps ahead was a waterfall. The water from the fountain was said to have the ability to heal any sorts of cuts and bruises so it was called the waterfall of elixir.
Going up hills there was a cave that we crossed. It had a very cold feeling to it. Alex said that it was the portal that all the worlds together. So deep in the forest and yet any sort of life refused to grow around it.
While looking for the crystal mines we saw a shrine. Alex thought it was strange that the nine tailed fox deity let down her barriers in front of us. He offered some fruits he was collecting on the way and continued on our search for the crystal mines.
The mines were hard enough to find as they way to them was though a tree which was covered by thick vines. In the underground there were many springs which Alex called the rejuvenating springs.
After long walk through those dark narrow paths we came out at a meadow in the other end. There were two gate paths next to each other. One was a white gate with a very spring feeling to it with flowers all over and the other a black gate covered with black roses.
One was the way to the fairy kingdom and the other the gate way to the forest of darkness. I thought Alex would enter the white gate but instead he opened the black gates. The gateway was simply a gate separating the two forests. Even though it was only a matter of few steps the whole forest felt different. It had a scary dark feeling to it. Even the trees were strange and not a speck of sunlight could enter. There was dead silence except for the sound of our footsteps. Many bats flew over our heads but they weren’t bothering us.       
Unlike before Alex wasn’t relaxed. His guard was up and his instinct heightened. He wasn’t stopping every few steps and giving me a description of it in fact it was more like he was sneaking around trying to get somewhere.
There were many times we had to cross a cliff on slippery wood logs. Something large black wings flew overhead but it wasn’t a bat it was too big for that but it was they only life we’d seen so far. Now Alex started to haste he murmured something about entering the dark angel’s realm. He was in a rush to get out of this parts of the woods but also careful not to make any noise while doing so.
After running and hiding we finally reached an old mansion. I couldn’t believe what a mansion was doing here in the middle of nowhere. Alex informed me that this was the night class students’ dorms. We didn’t enter the building but waited for someone outside.
A fair guy with long blonde hair came out. He had beautiful emerald eyes. He looked like an angel with a warm aura around him. That was only because of his looks though because as soon as he came it was obvious that he was just as cold as Alex. They chatted in the corner for a while and then asked me to follow them. We went into the dorm’s basement where we followed this almost dry and dead road. Outside what I saw was………………………………………………………..
~END of Chapter 4~

Chapter-5
A garden more beautiful than any other garden I’d ever seen. It felt like happiness, joy, freedom and everything good. It was filled with ecstasy. It was then that I realized that wind was a free being when it welcomed me. The place had something nostalgic about it.
This was the place where Alex wanted to bring me so we had to cross the forest of darkness. This was the meeting place. I looked at Alex with disbelief. He said that there was no way to enter here and yet here I was roaming around this forbidden place.
He replied with a smile ‘Didn’t I say it waned you to visit it’
I asked ‘But you said there was no way to enter’  
He corrected me ‘I only said that it was sealed away I never mentioned anything about having no other way to enter it’
I still wasn’t satisfied ‘but didn’t you say that nobody could ever enter?’
He didn’t want to answer the question ‘who cares we’re here now.’ He was right we were here in this mystical garden who cares how we got here what matters is that we are here so we should make the most of it.
Everything was so musical about the garden. It was in full bloom but there was still something that was bothering me like sharp pain tingling in the most deep dark part of my heart. Something was calling me like in the morning. I didn’t know who it was or even what it was but I found myself getting more drown to it.
The voice kept singing and I kept walking. Suddenly the voice stopped. When I could finally feel my body and mind I found myself in front of a small white house. Something was locked in there I could feel it. That was what was calling me. I could feel the sadness from it. It was scared and hurt. It wished to be freed from this prison within its own heart. It called out to me out of loneliness.
I don’t know what I hopped for but when I opened the door to the white building and saw that there was nothing but only a stone casket it disappointed me.
Castial was surprised by my strange behaviour and so was I but Alex thought nothing of it or so I first thought. As soon as Alex laid his eyes on the crackled casket his eyes filled with unbearable pain.
He kept looking at it like he could see the person inside. A somewhat sad silence filled the room till Castial broke it by announcing that it was already evening.
Alex tore his eyes or one could say his heart from the casket and finally looked at us. I thought he was going to cry but he didn’t. He first said a few words to the one lying in the casket and then was ready to return with us.
On our way back Castial accompanied us so we had no problems as he knew his way around the forest. We kept silent the whole time we were in the forest. I found it difficult to talk to him about anything but the question was burning in my mind. I snuck up to Castial and asked him ‘Whose casket was that? And why did that person calm down after Alex’s visit?’ On my second question Castial was a bit surprised though he didn’t question me about it.
He simply answered keeping his voice in a low whisper ‘the oracle; you’ve heard of her haven’t you?’
I answered ‘yes’ but how did he know.
‘It was the Oracle’s grave’ he said not thinking how strange it sounded.
‘What?!’ I raised my voice unconsciously.
He keeping his voice down said ‘Come to me tomorrow at the school garden during lunch break I’ll tell you the rest of the story…..’ At that Alex walked right past us pulling Castial right along with him like he was following our conversation all along and didn’t wish for us to continue any further.
When we returned everyone kept staring at us passing snarky comments but they only did that because they didn’t know it was us. Happy as I was being criticized by those mere ‘minions’ displeased Castial.
Alex was still sad so he shut himself up in his room as soon as we got back.  Uncle Pete was pleasantly surprised to see Castial with us. He was very curious to know about our tour so he kept knocking Alex’s door till Castial told him that Alex had just returned from forsaken building which was the nickname they gave to white house.
Uncle’s expression changed at once. His expression got gloomier but I liked my Uncle’s idiotic side more so I quickly changed the subject and started telling him about all the places we went to today.
I was about to ask him about the casket when Castial interrupted us by informing him Ms Sophie our consular was calling for him.  Uncle didn’t even ask him how he heard that. He just left after getting informed.
Castial passed me a note which said not to tell about our meeting to anyone especially my Uncle and Alex.
It made no sense to pass a note at this distance but before I could tell him that he put a finger on his lips as a way of asking me to not say anything.
I was curious enough to keep quiet so I agreed.
He stayed for supper though he didn’t eat much. My Uncle didn’t return after the last time he departed and as for Alex he was still locked up in his room.
It was almost around midnight now and Castial sill insisted to stay till he knew Alex was feeling alright. I knew he was being considerate towards his friend but I still wanted him out.
Right when I was trying to think of a way to send him away someone knocked the bedroom door. When I opened the door it was Jenny. What was she doing here? And also at the middle of the night. I had many questions but the most surprising thing was the expression on Castial’s face when he saw Jenny. Anybody could tell by the tension in the air that they knew each other. When Jenny entered the room Castial’s eyes went blank with sadness and guilt.
Jenny asked him to leave but Castial objected ‘Alex just returned from visiting the grave in the forsaken place’ That was enough to let her make her change the firm expression she was using to talk to Castial.
She ordered him to leave for she was here now so there was nothing to worry. Castial didn’t want to but he still listened to her. He left without a word.
I couldn’t believe what I had just witnessed that the great Castial was being ordered by none other than Jenny.
Jenny seemed different now. I was so mesmerised by her change it took me a while to realize that she was in my room and also knew I shared it with Alex.
I asked her everything that came into my head ‘What are you doing here and so late and how do you even know Castial and how do you know about the forsaken place and…..’ She cut me off.
She told me that my Uncle had asked her to look after me for the night for Alex was in no shape to do so.
I asked her how did she even know my Uncle?
She sat down on my bed and started explaining everything ‘He is someone I know from a long time ago and even if I hate both Castial’s and Alex’s guts I still have to work with them in taking care of you’.
What she said was something I didn’t expect from her ‘But weren’t you Alex’s fan just yesterday?’
She gave me a look of disbelief ‘His fan?! I hate him with all my might I only did that because there were so many students on the train so I acted like one of those geeky art students so that I didn’t intrigue anybody’s interest in me ’.
She was already lying on my bed so I joined her. Even though she seemed so less warm from yesterday when I hugged her I could feel she was very kind. The whole night as the thunder ravaged the sky she kept holding on to me.
Unlike Alex she didn’t say anything to calm me down though she kept telling me that it was only a clash between two stupid cloud heads in a very sarcastic way but I could sense her uneasiness each time lightning struck. She kept hugging me and caressed my hair. It felt very comfortable and soon I calmed down. To take my fear away she told me that each time a lightning hit somewhere it lost a bit of its energy so by that we knew that it will soon diminish.
Knowing that was comforting but the reason why I hated thunder wasn’t because of the lightning. I hated it because of the dark memories it held for me. Though I didn’t mention it to her she somehow noticed.
She said that we become less afraid of something if we share it with someone.
These memories were dark and disclosed in my heart. I dare not open them even to myself better yet I started telling her about them.
And she was right after telling her about them I felt a lot lighter.  I felt even better when she reminded me that those days were gone so there really was no point in holding on to them. It made so much sense. I was so trapped by my past that I forgot that if all of those things that happened hadn’t happened I would’ve never met my Uncle. I would’ve never found myself.
For the first time in my thunder didn’t remind me of the savaged past but gave me a hope for a better tomorrow and if the tomorrows were as beautiful as the mornings here in the Phantom valleys than the thunder was a good thing it made us see something beautiful in a more beautiful way. It made us appreciate it more.
Jen sang me a sweet lullaby which took away all of my fears and I had fallen asleep without realising it.
In the middle of the night I woke up but I couldn’t come out of the bed because the atmosphere was so heavy. Alex was out of his room and Jenny and he were discussing something or more like Jenny was warning him. I didn’t eavesdrop on them on purpose but I couldn’t fall asleep nor get out of bed because of the condition so I just hid under my blanket pretending to sleep.
I could clearly hear what she was telling him.
She warned him to keep away from me.
He objected ‘And who are you to tell me that?’
‘You know who I am and what I will do if it’s for her’ she said with an angry grunt. 
He pointed out to her ‘You say she’s your best friend but you conceal you true identity from her’
She said trying to calm herself down ‘What about you? I’m just waiting for the right time to tell her and anyway what I hide from her has nothing to do with an outsider like you’
Alex sarcastically said ‘You say you don’t approve of me and yet you let your barrier down when we last visited your shrine and even accepted the offerings I offered to you’
She became a bit uneasy ‘That was because it is my duty’
Alex proclaimed ‘you say it’s your duty but in reality you already know that I’m the only one who’s perfect for her’ and because of what he claimed I just knew if I continued to eavesdrop on them I’d end up hearing something I wasn’t suppose to so that made me nervous and my heart started pounding like crazy.
They noticed something because all the tension in the air just disappeared. Jenny was returning to bed but before that she warned him again ‘She’s not her you shouldn't expect her to be like her. They are different people even if they are the same they are still far from one. And the next time you see her don’t show Alice your pitiful emotions. She’s but only a girl if we hit her with that much info she’ll resist it so we have to ease into it. So the next time when you go to the forsaken place return as your normal self remember you exist for her sake now for that child has gone through so much that I don’t want to see her get hurt. You get what I’m trying to tell you don’t you Alexander?’
All Alex did was agree with her ‘I do….’ And his voice drifted into a silence.
When Jenny joined the bed again she ran her fingers through my hair and I fell asleep instantly.
That day I felt like I heard something I shouldn't have.
~END of Chapter 5~

Chapter-6
The morning was hasty. Both Jen and Alex had left without me and all they left was a note telling me to meet them at the dining hall.
Breakfast started at 8 am and it was already half past seven. I had to hurry because if I were late in the very first day my whole semester would be ruined.
I got ready as fast as I could and was heading out when I bumped into a delivery guy at the door. He dropped a cooler which contained a lot of blood bags.
I asked him puzzled ‘Who are these for?’
He checked the clipboard he was holding and answered ‘For some Alexander Phantom. This is his room right?’
It was Alex’s room but what was Alex doing with so many blood bags so I asked the delivery guy.
The delivery guy said that he wasn’t sure but it was sent from the city hospital for low blood pressure.
I let the delivery guy into the room and he stored the blood bags in Alex’s refrigerator inside his room.
By the time I reached the dining hall it was already 8. As soon as I entered the dining hall my eyes were blinded by all the shining students. They were all so stunning that compered to them I was nothing. But even in this crowed those four people stood out.
Alex, Castial, Jen and my Uncle were all waiting for me at the farthest corner of the room. Everyone was taking sneak peeks at them and although Jen was trying to act like the “geeky art student” she still was grabbing a lot of attention.
They were discussing something but as usual when I got there they stopped. When I asked them what they were all doing together my Uncle informed me that Alex was the student council president and the other tow his vice-presidents so they were just talking about the entrance ceremony. Eating breakfast with all three of them in the same table was almost impossible. Jen and Alex kept glaring at each other while Castial felt too uneasy sitting beside Jen to eat anything.
And even in between all this tension my Uncle kept eating like nothing was wrong. During breakfast my Uncle handed me my class routine.
Today was Monday my first period was painting. Jen accompanied me there. The teacher was not bad though she’d give you the crazy lady across the street feeling. All of my class mates were great. They wanted to do nothing with anybody but themselves.
All of my classes were with one of the three of them except for music where both Alex and Jen were present and by the end of the class it had turned into a competition between the two of them.
During lunch Alex had some business to attend to so he left with my Uncle and Jen had to go somewhere and so she did.
It was only Castial and me. We took our lunches to the school garden and sat down beside a tree.
‘Ok now that we’re alone tell me’ I demanded.
Castial didn’t understand what I meant ‘tell you what?’
I reminded him ‘the story you said you were goanna tell me?’
‘Oh that’ he was in relax mode now that Jen was gone.
‘Yes that’ I said.
He asked me very cunningly ‘Are you sure you’re going to be able to handle it?’
I was very sure I could ‘yes’
‘Ok then I’ll start but you’re not allowed to interrupt me in anyway or deny me because what I’m about to tell you will make you question everything you believe in…..’ and he began ‘you heard the story of the Phantom & the oracle that much I know but what Alex didn’t tell you is that the Phantom is still alive and it is he who told you his own story…..’
‘Are you implying that Alex is the Phantom?’  I asked very irritated
‘Didn’t I tell you not to interrupt me’ he scolded and continued ‘The casket that you saw contained the oracle’s dead body Alex’s dead girlfriend. You already heard that she took her own life to save his so I’m not going to repeat that but did you also know that she reincarnated sixteen years ago on the 16th of august in California to a women named Lenora who 8 years after that lost her birth father and was adopted by her current father two years later. She was raised by her adoptive father and now right before the time her time will stop she was brought here to the Valleys of the Phantoms where she reunites with her former lover Alexander by her so called father the first Phantom...’ That was enough he was defiantly crazy accusing my father of being a beast and me the reincarnation of some oracle.
‘What proof do you have’ I demanded.
‘A heart on your heart…’ he silently murmured
As I was about to ask him what he meant by that Alex showed up and asked me to follow him. When I asked why he reminded me the classes had already started and we both had the same classes so he thought I would like to go there with him.
Looking at both our expressions Alex looked at Castial suspiciously. Castial just took off saying that he was getting late for his class.
On our way to class Alex asked if Castial was bothering me in anyway. He said that Castial was very sadistic and loved to bully others especially cute girls like me. That reminded me what he said to Jen last night and it suddenly became awkward.
All of my classes finished in such a daze that I didn’t even get what most of them were about. I kept thinking about what Castial told me and about what Alex and Jen were talking about last night. It all just kept going over my head. For a second even I believed Castial but then I realized that I believed him because he believed it. It was really natural how Castial could believe in something so insane and also how Alex believed in something like those myths without any proof even if it made no sense to do so unlike me who is always looking for answers.
Their blind faith scared me because I came from a world where people need evidence for everything.
I kept looking at the stars where I saw billions of gaseous structures and wondered what they thought of these stars. Jen came and sat beside me. She didn’t ask me anything just quietly sat there and looked at the stars with me.
I asked her maybe just out of curiosity ‘what do you see when you look at the stars?’ 
She didn’t look at me ‘Little sparkly jewels designing the night sky’
I wasn’t usually this relaxed but whenever I was with Jen I always found myself opening up to her ‘Hey Jen are you a believer like Alex and Castial?’
She looked at me finally and with a strange look in her face answered ‘Maybe who knows. Are you?’
I answered instantly ‘No!’ 
She was taken aback a little ‘you don’t have to oppose it that strongly?’ But I had to for my peace of mind. If I ever became a believer then I’d start looking for answers which didn’t exist so I had to.
She got my answer without me having to tell her. She just always knew what I wanted to say before I said it. She didn’t ask me anymore questions and we silently kept looking at the stars. Soon the two boys joined us and for the first time in my life I felt like I had friends and it was a very joyous feeling.
After that I always hung out with these guys and Jen and I became very close. I’d tell her everything and let her see my weakest sides and greatest fears. She always knew what to say and most of the time her explanations sounded very reasonable.
Halfway through the month rumours started spreading that me and Alex were going out so things became very awkward between us. I use to spend most of my time with Jen so I was closest to her.
I realized soon enough that Castial didn’t fear Jen but actually loved her. One day I asked him why didn’t he just confess and he sadly reminded me the way Jen detested him. It was really hard to watch it sometimes so I would go and sit beside Alex who would always sit under the tree of salvation whenever he got the chance to. When he was his winter self he didn’t say much but when he was his devil self he would usually tease me if I sat beside him.
By now I realize that Alex’s personality was very different from the usual ones people could describe in a single word or sentence.
One day I was sitting beside Alex reading a book when Castial came looking for us. He announced that my Uncle was looking for us and told me to tell that to Jen. Alex went with Castial while I looked for Jen.
She was nowhere to be found till I got so tired that I shouted her name. As soon as I looked behind me she was standing there looking irritated as if I’d just called her when she was doing something important.
She asked my why was I screaming for her. I told her I’d tell her on our way to my Uncle’s office. I told her that my Uncle was looking for her. Her expression turned blue. She looked very worried.
Inside my Uncle’s office the atmosphere was very tense everyone’s faces were blue. After dropping Jen there I thought I should take my leave seeing as they never talked about the student council in front of me but my Uncle ordered me to stay.
I got worried seeing the others expressions and stood there silently. My Uncle broke the silence by telling us to calm down. He said that it wasn’t a serious matter he just wanted us to plan this year’s welcoming party and he thought that maybe I could help the student council out with the committee work.
We were all relieved. My Uncle just wanted to give us a heads up about the quest list. Alex told him that he already had it. My Uncle wanted us to make it as memorable as possible but there was a time limit of three days. We all freaked at the time limit and started planning right there.
~END of Chapter 6~

Chapter-7
First all the presidents decided to gather all the committee members whom I didn’t know existed. We were all separated into groups. Turned out that the blonde boy and the red head girl were both student council members but of Corse they were on Castial’s team.
Two very cute twin brother and sister were on Jen’s team. I didn’t even know they existed till that day. I’d never seen them in class but then again they were probably night class students.
I was on Alex’s team but we only had two members so we had to wait for our last member before we could start work.
Everyone introduced themselves. The blonde boy was actually a highschooler and his name was Admes. The red head was called Crystal.
The names of the twins on Jen’s team were Adora and Saf.  
We all divided our works. Jen’s team was responsible for the food. Castial’s team’s work was to work on the invitations and entertainment while our team’s work was the designing.
Everyone started to get to work right away but we had to wait for our third member. It was lunch time and we hadn’t eaten anything so Alex suggested we eat and by that time the third member would probably arrive.
After lunch when we went back to the student committee room someone was inside. When we opened the door there was this guy with short very dark red hair, fair skin, ocean blue eyes and a slender body. He was making out with not one but two girls. The girls left when they saw us giving us a very nasty look.
Alex asked the guy ‘What was that?’
That guy very unapologetically said ‘Didn’t you see for yourself or do you want me do give you an example’ looking at me.
Alex gave him a look and he resigned ‘I meant I’m sorry’
He introduced himself to me ‘My name’s Raven’ he lifted my hand to his lips and pressed a kiss on it.
Taking back my hand I introduced myself ‘I’m Alice’
‘Oh the headmaster’s daughter and the reincarnated……’ Alex stopped him there. Alex told him to start working. In just two hours we had already selected everything. Though Alex and Raven were worlds apart they both worked really well together.
Raven was also one of Alex’s best friends. What I didn’t get is that even though Raven was so different from everyone he still fit into our group.
We finished one-third of the work by 8pm. But we had to stop because it was supper time. We all gathered in my and Alex’s room to report our progress. Everyone had good news and by time our committee’s meeting was over it was around midnight. Jen stayed with me like she usually did and all the boys stayed in Alex’s room.
In the morning during breakfast we had already decided what we were going to do. We weren’t able to do our classes due to all the work. Uncle Pete would come and check up on us from time to time. Raven would flirt with the girls who volunteered to help and get scolded by Alex. Those two were like a comedy duo and not one minute went by without laughter.
Though most of the time Raven screwed around his work was flawless. He did most of the sculpture work. Alex’s work was the manager’s and all I did was help with the little things. There was nothing for me to do in the evening when they were placing the sculptures so Alex sent me to help Castial who could defiantly use it. They couldn’t find entertainment in the school of A-class singers and dancers.
Castial wanted something more than your average entertainment he wanted to give people something they’d remember for a lifetime.
I suggested a magic show but even that was too common for him.     
He came up with an idea. We selected the theme of a macerate ball and Castial thought that he could us it. He wanted to hold a number draw and whose ever number you got you had to find that person no matter what even if you didn’t know that person before midnight and four people who could do it the fastest would get a date with one of the four student council presidents. I asked him what if two of them were guys because only one of the presidents was a girl. Castial assured me that there was a high probability that most of winners would be girls and if not then Jen’d just have to go on a triple date with two guys she didn’t know.
It was a fresh idea but that meant we had to design gifts for all the other winners by tomorrow and also convince the other three.
After supper we all gathered in my room again. Castial and I told them about Castial’s idea of entertainment. They liked it except the part of them being the first prizes. Convincing Raven wasn’t hard but the other two were completely against it.
We convinced Jen by telling her that there was a very low probability that any guy would win. Castial would usually not be that brave but he gave her a very reasonable explanation and also reminded her that if the welcome party wasn’t successful then we’d have to meet the angry side of my Uncle which apparently was not pretty. That was enough to convince her but Alex wouldn’t agree no matter what.
Castial and Raven took him to a corner and whispered something in his ears. He agreed right away and the other two boys had a very proud look on their face like they had defeated someone very victorious.  
We first decided on what gifts we should give and then came to a conclusion that it should be a gift that was befitted for both a boy and a girl. Raven recommended condoms because according to him it was useful for both a boy and a girl but we just ignored him.
I recommended cookies but Jen pointed out that nobody would go and do that much hard work for something like cookies. Finally Castial suggested we give key chins made out of the crystals from the crystal mines.
I asked who would go there now and Castial said that he had some in his room back at his dorm. He took Raven with him.
While they were getting the crystals the three of us were preparing the gift boxes and the chains. When they finally returned they were socked like they actually mined the crystals. They hit the shower as soon as they returned. Jen and Alex used a strange silver dagger to break and shape the crystals while I was in charge of packing them.
The other two joined us soon enough and their job was to join the crystals with the chains. We all had our own parts to do so everything was systematic. I was getting sleepy so I went to the kitchen to prepare a cup of coffee for myself. Alex came in and told me not to work myself too much. He told me that they could handle everything themselves so I should go to sleep.
It made me mad I did this because I wanted to because for the first time in my whole life I felt like I was needed. He apologised and said that he was just worried but if I wanted to then I was more than welcome to help them out.
By the time we were finished packing all the gifts it was already 7 am. We got ready and quickly finished our breakfast. There were only a few hours before the party and we still had a bunch of things to finish.
Most of our sculpture work was finished and placed in the right place so all we had to do today was arrange all the curtains and table clothes.  It was a huge room so we separated the back half and place all the tables there. The middle was the dance floor and the first bit was left for the stage where the school bands were going to perform.
After arraigning the table clothes the food started coming by three. Now we had to design the curtains and the stage. The curtains were dropped in an elegant way by Alex and Raven was working on the stage.
The stage had to appropriate for all the music genera’s it was hard but finally we decided on a white theme which would suit any type of music.
After finishing the stage we helped Castial out with everything he needed. We finished everything right before the party started. Uncle came to double for one last time. We were very nervous. Uncle gave us an A for the job we did and ordered us to get ready.
I was so busy with all of the work that I forgot about the gown and the mask but unlike me everyone else had their things ready. Looking at my face Jen offered to lend me a dress but before I could accept it Alex answered ‘She already has a dress’
I looked at him surprised and he said that he had a dress prepared for me. That pissed Jen off even more but she let it slide seeing as my Uncle was there and she respected him a lot.
Everyone went to their own dorms or rooms to get ready.
I was about to leave with Alex when Uncle stopped me. Seeing Alex waiting for me he said that it had nothing to do with Alex so he should leave in a very mean way and Alex left after that.
My Uncle asked me about the progress
I asked him back ‘what progress?’
‘The progress between those four children’s’ He said sounding worried.
I gave him an honest reply ‘the three boys get along well but Jen’s still…..’ his face turned even more blue so I assured him ‘her hatred towards them has toned down a little and I think soon she’ll stop hating them’. Hearing them my Uncle sighed a breath of relief.
He told me to keep reporting him about their progress and told me that I could take my leave now.
Walking back to my room the hallway was full of girls running here and there. Though the students here couldn’t be bothered about things other than their “passion” they seemed very passionate about the macerate ball.
When I reached my room Alex was already. He was heading out when he told me that my dress and mask were on my bed. I asked him to show me his mask but he teased me reminding me what Castial said earlier about not reviling your identity to anybody even your friends. He even said that if I was that curious then I should just go there and look for him. ‘It might me harder than I think’ and left.
~END of Chapter 7~

Chapter-8
When I opened the blue velvet box lying on my bed inside was a violet dress. It was a long silk and satin gown with black glitter work on its trail. The long sleeves were silk except for the embroidery borders. There was also a pair of shaded black and violet shoes to go with the dress and the mask was a master piece.
When I put it on it was exactly my size. Like it was made just for me. While I was looking at the mirror someone was at the door. When I opened it someone had sent a topaz necklace to go with my dress. It was Alex I could tell so I owed him a whole year worth of thank you. Inside the box there was also a note or should I say a clue “Look for me and there I shall be”. Honestly that made no sense to me but it was fun like playing hide and seek.
When I got to the ballroom everyone was hidden in masks. The party had just started and most of the guests were coming.
Admes and Crystal were welcoming everyone with a blue rose. And Adora and Saf were in charge of the guest list. They all looked beautiful. Seeing as it was against the rules to reveal ourselves I quietly sat in a chair with the best view of the whole room. I could see everything. Someone came from behind me and stood there. He said that it wasn’t good to come to a ball and not dance. I knew it was Alex.
‘But nobody’s interested in dancing with me’ I said pretending to be pitiful.
He continued with his teasing tone ‘Is that so’
I agreed ‘yes’
He offered still acting charming ‘Well I guess I’ll just have to do seeing as nobody else is asking you to dance’ and we both started laughing. We were about to go to the dance floor when one of the committee members came out of nowhere and asked for Alex’s help in something.
Before leaving he apologised and made me promise to save my last dance for him.
I kept standing there alone thought I knew where everyone was. Jen was wearing an orange ball gown and she was easy enough to spot because of her hair and plus Castial was hanging around here trying to summon up the courage to ask her to a dance.    
Raven was sitting beside the drinks bar with half a dozen girls in his arms. I could recognize everyone even with their masks on but I couldn’t just go there and start to talk to them because if I did Castial would be very mad.
A voice from behind me said ‘Would you like a drink’
I got irritated I mean who offers a highschooler a drink but when I looked behind there was a guy with short blonde hair and sea green eyes standing there. He had apple juice in his hands. I took his offer.
We talked and I found out that he was a biologist from MIT who came here to see the level of education.
He was fairly impressed by all the presentation seeing as it was solemnly done by students. It made me happy that people appreciated our hard work and I think I blushed a little.  He asked me to a dance and I gladly accepted.
After the song I kept talking about biology. Knowing my knowledge he mistook me for a science student. When I told him that I was an arts student his interest grew in me even more. He was surprised with my interest in biology what was I doing in the arts sector. He started telling me about an experiment they were carrying out at MIT but the party was getting very loud so it was getting hard to listen so we walked to the garden.
We kept talking till I heard Castial announced that the game was going start. I didn’t want to go back inside because I knew they’d force me to enter if I did.
But because I was the one who had the chits I had to go and hand them to Castial. Admes and Crystal had already started to supply others their number cards.
Everyone was excited about it. Castial announced that everyone had to participate. I was at the door now but lord knows how Castial was already standing behind me and said ‘Of Corse that also includes you’
I objected ‘Come on Castial I’m really tired from all the work we did the past three days can’t you cut me some slack’.
‘No can do’ Said Raven who also came from nowhere.
‘Fine’ I gave in because I knew if I didn’t they’d keep pestering me about it. My number was 216 and I had to find 436.
I didn’t pay much attention till someone came and asked me ‘are you number 216?’
When I turned it was the biologist from earlier. He was delighted that it was me. He said that we should continue from where we left off. The party was at its peak so we went to the garden. He continued to tell me all the amazing things about MIT.
The DJ announced that this was the last song. I remembered that I promised Alex my last dance and was about to return but before I could do that everyone was here. Castial, Raven, Jen, my Uncle and even Alex. They all looked worried and looking at that biologist they all looked like they were ready to spill some blood. 
Jen came to me and asked me to follow her. When I asked her what was wrong she ignored most of my questions. She dropped me off at my room and told me to stay there. I objected but she asked me to trust her so I did.
I sat there in my room waiting for someone to come and tell me what was going on. It was already past midnight and I was getting very anxious now and then finally someone was at the door.
When I opened the door it was Alex standing outside. He had blood stains all over his tux and he seemed drunk. I asked him what was the matter but he just vanished. That spooked me. I looked behind and Alex was already in his room.
He didn’t look ok and he was doing something beside the refrigerator. I walked up to him and asked if everything was alright. When he looked behind I saw the most fighting scene I’d ever seen in my life.
He was holding a blood bag and there was some blood stains on his fangs. Yes he had fangs, two long sharp fangs and his ears became pointy like that of an elf’s. And there was a tiny spark of light deep in his eyes.
‘Get away!’ his voice was filled with detests ‘your stench is bothering me’
I don’t know if it was because of what Alex said or how he looked like or my fear of seeing something that I couldn’t explain in anyway or what Castial said starting to make sense or maybe I just didn’t want to accept it but I ran. I didn’t know where I was going I just ran forward like my life depended on it.
All of the things Castial told me were going through my head.  I possibly couldn’t accept something like this. I tried to convince myself that it was all just in my head and that what I just saw in the room was just me being delusional.
Even when I convinced myself I still kept running. I was already outside the dorm and in the front yard. I finally stopped when I bumped in to someone. It was Jen.
I didn’t want to tell her why I was running like crazy because if I said something like that out loud it’d mean that I actually believed all that mumbo jumbo. But as usual in front of Jen I always said the things I didn’t want to.
I told her that Alex was drinking blood and had fangs and his ears were pointy and his eyes were glowing a little.
She just sighed.
I quickly regained my consciousness ‘May be it was just in my head what’s wrong with me?’ I said pretending to laugh.
She sighed again and said ‘You already understand what it means don’t you?’
I objected ‘I don’t’
She was saying it without any remorse ‘Alice, he’s a Phantom ‘
It sounded strange ‘Of Corse he’s a Phantom that’s his family name’
She tried to put some sense into her words ‘He’s THE Phantom. The one who fell in love with the oracle, the one that sold his soul to the devil and the one who waited a hundred years for her’
I was still not convinced ‘Jen you do know what you’re saying right? You guys read too many books, all of you.’
She said ‘I guess I have no choice I’ll just have to give you some proof’ and suddenly a string of white flames covered her and when the flames diminished Jen was a different person or should I say a different being.
She had fox ears on the top of her head instead of normal ears and white flames were surrounding her but what was even more frightening was that she had nine long tails behind her.
She presented ‘Nine-Tailed fox deity at you service’
I was still in denial ‘This isn’t happening right?  I mean all of this makes no sense. This is an illusion isn’t it?’
She didn’t want to but she had to ‘Are you that scared of the truth that you’re going to deny it even when I’m giving you proof?
But I was because if I accepted that all that she claimed and all that Castial told me and all that I saw then I’d also accept that my Uncle never actually cared about me and all my other friends they were just nice to me because I’m the reincarnation of ………. I couldn’t say that even in my head.
‘But I my parents are humans’ I said trying to sound sure of it.
She agreed ‘That is true but just because you were born to a human doesn’t necessarily mean that you’re a human’
‘So what you’re saying that I’m not a human?’ I demanded to know
She explained ‘No, you are a human but also the oracle.’
I didn’t want to hear it anymore ‘that’s enough I don’t want to hear anymore!’
She kept saying ignoring my feelings ‘you need a strong proof that all of this is real and that you’re the reincarnation of the oracle then come with me’ She spread out her arms.
I didn’t want to go but I couldn’t not go. When I went into her arms the white flames got closer till they covered us whole and when the white flames separated and we were in the forsaken place.
I had a feeling in my gut that something bad was going to happen. Jen slowly walked to the casket and removed the lid. Inside there laid a girl with long black hair, pale skin and dried lips and maybe that was the only thing that was different between us, our lips. It was like I was sleeping there in that casket but then I realized I was here standing beside Jen looking at it.
‘Isn't this proof enough?’ She asked
I denied it even more strongly now ‘But this isn’t normal. This makes no sense.’
She was amazed by how hardly I denied it ‘Of Corse this isn’t normal but nor are you. All of this is real and you know it just as well as I do’
‘But I don’t have any powers’ I informed her
She reminded me ‘Remember you once told me that you were a very strange kid when you were little so you use to be bullied a lot so we think that at that time you shut your oracle powers up.’
‘So that means that I’m a normal human now right’ I asked starting to sound relieved.
Her face turned blue ‘I’m afraid not we think that on your 17th birthday when your time will stop your oracle powers will re-emerge’
I protested ‘But I’m not an oracle or that girl Alex use to love. I’m me’
She agreed ‘Yes you are you but you are also her’
‘How do you even know her?’ I finally asked
‘She was my best friend’ she said it with a lot of pain.
I felt betrayed ‘So that’s it you all got close to me because of that’
She objected ‘Of Corse not! We know that you’re you and we don’t want you to be anyone besides you but we also want you to understand that she is you and you are her. You both may be different but are one and the same’
I was at the verge of tears ‘But still it was because I’m her that all of you Alex, Castial and you became friends  with me and even my Uncle…….’ I couldn’t finished my sentence
She tried to console me ‘Hey calm down your father’s love towards you is completely genuine’
‘But he only took me in because I’m her reincarnation’ I insisted
She couldn’t deny it ‘That may have been his intention but only before he met you. After meeting you he has loved you like his own daughter and will continue to do so’
I was not convinced ‘Alright even if I believed you then answer me this why did he bring me here’
She wasn’t sure whether to say it or not ‘The guy you met in the party, he was a pawn of the wicked witch. He only got close to you so that he could capture you and take you to his mistress where she’d sell you off to the highest bidder. Your father knew if the word got out that you are the oracle then many demons, deities, witches and even gods and goddesses would want to possess you so he brought you here to the Phantom Valley where none of them can enter without being invited. To keep you safe’
I calmed down a little. Jen again transported us to an old wooden house. There were two fox children there who served me a cup of tea. After drinking the tea my heart felt a lot lighter and I felt peaceful somehow. She told me that it was a tea made from the leafs of the tree of salvation and the water from the fountain of honesty. It had the power to give us inner peace.
‘So how many students are supernatural?’ I asked now that I calmed down I needed a few answers.
She answered ‘there aren’t that many supernatural students in the day class but all the night class students are supernatural beings’.
I asked ‘Do I know now anyone like that except for you and Alex?’    
She answered without changing her expression ‘Castial is a half vampire and a half angel and Raven is a half demon.’
I asked her ‘how could anyone one be a half angel and a half vampire?’
She slowly described it to me ‘Castial was originally an angel who then became the butt of a joke of a very cold vampire. After his transformation Castial did kill that vampire but he was rejected by haven and started living here in the land of rejections.’
That somehow made me sad and looking at my expression Jen assured me that Castial was a happy half-breed.  
After taking another sip of the tea a very painful question came in to my mind. Everyone accepted me as me, good but what about Alex did he expect me to be like her. I asked Jen unconsciously. She herself didn’t have an answer to it.
I told her that I had no desire to be the oracle or even learn how to be one. I was me and that’s all I would ever be.
She told me that if I understood the oracle more then maybe I’d finally accept her as me. She said that she was telling me this out of her own experience.
She began ‘I am a special deity, the nine–tailed fox so of Corse I have a secret. I turn into a boy during a specific time and when I found out about it I was only a little girl and I just felt like my whole life was a lie. I was crying in a meadow alone and that is when I met her. She was a kind yet sad girl rejected by her mother, taken in by the cruel elders. We soon became best of friends. She’d tell me all of the sadness in her heart which would make me cry but she never cried instead she would smile and you’d feel like she was going to fade any second’ Her eyes became blank ‘One day when I asked her why she didn’t cry she pitifully confessed that it was because she didn’t know how to. It was very sad. I fell in love with her…’ Looking at Jen was getting very painful now
She continued holding back her tears ‘But of Corse I never told her that I was part male for I thought if I did she’s hate me like everyone else. One day she brought Castial to meet me. Castial and I we hated each other from the start. Castial threatened to expose me if I bother their friendship but I didn’t care and just as he promised he did. It was the first time in my life that I’d seen her cry. She shed tears not because she felt betrayed but because she thought that I didn’t trust in our friendship enough to tell her. It was a dark day but it soon passed. Even though Castial and I didn’t get along too well the three of us would hang out together. We just wanted to see her happy and then the day came when she announced that she fell in love. We’d never seen her happier so we couldn’t go against it. I said I’d support her in all of her decisions but what she asked of me was too much.’ Jen looked very sad ‘She wanted me to help her kill herself for that Phantom. I was against it but she didn’t need me. Castial was an angel so he could do something as simple as remove the soul form the body but I thought he’d never agree but that fool couldn’t say no to her and took her life…..’ Her eyes filled with hatred ‘Where now the tree of salvation stands. It is her kind soul that grants everyone salvation to this day. I wanted to kill Castial as soon as I found out but then figured a life of being hated by the one he loves would be much more painful’.
She was right Castial did look tortured.
Jen came out of memory lane and asked me if it was still too hard for me to accept my past.
I answered her honestly ‘it isn’t but also now that I understood my past self it doesn’t mean that I am going to become her anytime soon. For me loosing myself is unacceptable’
She agreed ‘And that’s exactly why you have to regain your powers so that you can fight against those who opposed that idea’
She reminded me that what happened tonight would repeat itself multiple times. So I had to prepare. 
I knew what she was saying and I was accepting it but I told her that I didn’t want to return yet and she said I could stay at her shrine as long as I needed to recover and that she’d inform everyone else about it.
~END of Chapter 8~

Chapter 9
The next seven days I stayed with Jen in her shrine. Castial and Raven would come and visit me every day and tell me all that was going on. My Uncle and Alex didn’t come to see me not even once.
Though I was glad that Alex didn’t visit because things would’ve become very awkward between us seeing as he loved me or my past self but what excuse did Uncle have. I could understand he was feeling guilty but I still wanted to see him. I’d hope for my Uncle every time anyone came to pay a visit.
Jen didn’t like Castial entering her shrine and Raven couldn’t because it was a sacred place so we’d meet outside most of the time.
Raven and I became good friends mostly because my Uncle would send him to check up on me on his behalf.
It was the last day and I went with Raven to the lake of the water fairies to learn the balance of water but instead of teaching me that the fairies started flirting with Raven who unusually didn’t respond to them.  
From what I picked up in these few days Raven was a guy who could possibly flirt with anything that has the word female written on so this was very strange. He kept looking at the direction of the forest of darkness with a hurtful expression.
I asked him if he was alright.
He looked at me with pain ‘can’t you hear that?’
‘Hear what?’ I asked trying to listen. It was that song the same song that I heard the last time when I found the forsaken place. It was more painful now. It was intense I could only hear ait a little and my head started to ache so no wonder Raven had such a tortured look on his face. He was a half demon so his hearing abilities were far greater than that of mine. Poor thing he must’ve been suffering all this time.
I wanted to do something to end his suffering. Then I remembered the last time I went and visited the song stopped.
And I also wanted to visit the oracle’s-my body once. I asked Jen and Castial many times but they refused to take me there.
I figured if I asked Raven now he’d take me and then I could put a rest to my restless mind and stop Raven’s suffering.
Raven was against the idea but he couldn’t say no to me. He asked me to climb on his back and I did. Raven jumped as high as a baboon and ran as fast as a cheetah. He jumped from one tree to another faster than I could blink.
We reached the mystical garden in less than ten minutes. Raven couldn’t go any further because the voice was so loud.
I went to the forsaken place and stood there outside the building for a while. I needed some quiet time.
When I opened the door Alex was there. It was awkward just as I predicted. He had the same sad expression he had the last time he visited and when he saw me he tried to smile.
I couldn’t smile back even if it was only for the sake of courtesy. I overlooked him and went straight to the casket. I tried to open the lid by myself but it was too heavy.
Alex offered to help but I didn’t want any from him so I ignored him neither the less he helped me.
Though I’d seen it before it was still scary. Everything was the same but something was different. It felt like the body would spring to life at any second. I touched its hand thinking I’d be able to make some connection with my past self.
Suddenly the body opened its eyes. Its eyes were hollow like a void. It got up and when it saw me its eyes started to glow, two long sharp fangs came out and before I could do anything it had already bitten me.
The pain was unimaginable as if someone was not only sucking my blood but also my soul from my body. I screamed out of agony.
Hearing that Raven quickly came to my rescue but he couldn’t get close. Something was not letting him enter. Alex being there wasn’t of any help. He just stood there stunned and frozen.
I had made up my mind no one was going to help me. I was done for. And just when I thought all hope was lost a spin of white flames appeared beside me and inside was Jen.
She tore the fangs from my neck and pushed the body back in to the casket and Castial quickly shut the lid.
A white thing came out of the casket and entered me. I could feel my life returning. I lost my balance and Jen grabbed me.
Castial helping me with my wound while Jen was lecturing Raven. Alex hadn’t yet recovered from the shock of seeing his dead lover’s body spring back to life.
Jen was very angry and now that she was done with Raven it was my turn ‘This is why I told you not to come here again’
‘Did you know this would happen?’ I asked
She didn’t deny it ‘Yes. The last time I brought you here I could feel something like this would happen if you returned’
‘So what does this mean?’ I didn’t get it.
She explained ‘The body has been inside that casket for so long that it now has a longing for a soul’
‘My soul….’ I finished the sentence.
She confirmed it ‘Yes’
She told us why this happened because even when the soul departed the body wasn’t set free. It wasn’t buried or cremated which made it unable to accept its own death.
The thought was scary. I felt bad for it.
I asked Jen why’d the body bite me?
She said it was to suck my soul. That was something that I’d never heard before. I asked Castial out of curiosity ‘Why do vampires drink blood and Alex, he’s a Phantom why does he drink blood?’
He couldn’t answer it but Jen had the answers ‘because they need a lot of energy and blood is the purest form of energy and human blood was the finest. Right Castial?’ She looked at Castial with disgust.
She finished her sentence ‘And Alex needs blood to fight the temptation from your blood and plus he went in to a battle that day and got drunk after that. He couldn’t handle his drink so he ended up reviling his true identity’ She was getting tired of all his mistakes now.
My neck was bruised very badly so Jen took me to the elixir fall. The water could actually heal. Raven laughed and criticized ‘You’ve seen so much these few days and yet this amazes you’ he shut up soon enough when Jen gave him a look.
Everyone was worried about me so they stayed back. Jen let everyone enter her shrine which I thought was nice of her. Castial thought that if we left Alex alone something bad would happen so Castial dragged him here.
They thought I’d be in too much shock but after finding out that my daddy was a Phantom and I an Oracle nothing in this world could phrase me.
Honestly I was more worried about Alex, who hadn’t recovered yet from the shock of seeing his dead lover’s body come back to life in front of him. 
My Uncle couldn’t stay away anymore after hearing about what happened so he rushed to Jen’s shrine.
When he got there everyone excused us and left the room.
‘You don’t have to do this’ he said looking guilty.
But I had to ‘I do’
He tried to convince me otherwise ‘no you don’t. Everyone’s here to protect you. You don’t need to learn how to unleash your Oracle powers if you don’t want to’
‘Are they going to stay with me forever’ I asked knowing the answer.
‘Of Corse’ He didn’t hesitate to answer.
I told him why I needed to learn how to unleash my powers ‘That many be so but I want to unbind them daddy. I want to set them free. So I’ve decided to learn my own powers so that I don’t need anyone else. I plan on leaving the Phantom Valleys as soon as I graduate and at that time I want everyone to move on. I want to live a free life daddy even if I have to fight every second for it for the rest of my life’
He kept quiet and the next question made my heart melt ‘Are you goanna sever all your relationships even with your daddy?’
Just the thought made my heartache ‘Of Corse not!’
He calmed down ‘I’ll support you then’
‘Thank you’ I couldn’t say anything more   
When we walked outside to everyone I knew they heard every single thing I said because their faces were gloomy.
I told them that I meant every word I said and that I really did want them to move on. I wanted them to forget the past but I couldn’t ask for something like that so I told them I was sorry that they all had to suffer so much because of me but I was ok now.
I asked them to leave Alex and me alone. I asked Alex to take us somewhere where we wouldn’t be heard. He gave me his hand and I took it. In a fraction of second we were under the tree of salvation.
I let go of his hand as soon as we got there so he had a very rejected face. He wanted to check if my injury was properly healed but I moved away. His rejected feeling was getting stronger.
He asked me not to say it.
I knew I had to ‘I’m sorry Alex...’ He wanted to stop me but I continued ‘I’m sorry I made you wait for me for a thousand years, I’m sorry you had to sell your soul to the devil, I’m sorry I made you go through so much pain and lastly I’m sorry that I couldn’t love you like I did in the past.’ And with the end of the sentence he paused.
He was reluctant ‘It’s not your fault that I…..’
I didn’t let him finish ‘It was still because of me’
He didn’t have a reply.
I announced ‘Alex I want you to be free. No I’m setting you free.’ And without a word I left him there alone.
I’d been living in the shrine for so long that I knew my way around the forest very well. I reached the shrine by sunset. Everyone was waiting eagerly. When I returned alone they started to question me.
I told them that I’d set Alex free and though he’d need sometime alone right about now.
Raven sarcastically remarked ‘The dude’s been in love with you for more than a thousand years. Do you really think he’d give up that easily’
Raven was right but right now at that moment I didn’t want to think about that. Tomorrow I was going to return to school and I wasn’t beating on it but hopefully a normal life. I wanted to celebrate for some reason. I just wanted to set loose. Forget everything and just party.
I asked Jen if we could do it and Raven was also seconding my suggestion. Jen didn’t say no and seeing it was past sunset we agreed to a Bar-B-Q.
Everyone gathered things and if you’re having a Bar-B-Q with a half breed angel, a half demon, a deity and a Phantom gathering things was easy.
Castial was on the grill and Raven was sitting beside him finishing any meat before it reached the table. My Uncle was playing with the fox kids and Jen was keeping an eye on everyone.
I kept looking at the bushes hoping Alex would come but I knew he wasn’t going to. But something was there. A light white thing passed that way and I unconsciously followed it hopping to catch it before it was out of sight but it was too late the white thing was already gone.
I kept looking at that stars asking where Alex was now.
The answer came from behind me ‘He’s at the forsaken place’ Jen had somehow read my mind.
‘How do you know?’ I asked.
She told me ‘I placed a charm there so whenever anyone entered I knew. Just like today when you went there without telling me. I knew the instant you entered the building but it took me some time to get there because something was blocking me’
‘The body’ I guessed and a deep silence fell between us.   
She broke the silence ‘You don’t have to put up a strong front at least not in front of me.’
I wasn’t ‘I’m not holding it in’
She wasn’t satisfied ‘ok then maybe you should start processing your situation before it’s too late’.
Before I doubted myself but now that it came out of Jen’s mouth I was sure I was coping the best I could ‘I’m really ok and it’s alright I can cope whenever I want to but now is just not the time. And it’s not like I am goanna die anytime soon.’ I said it sarcastically without realizing it.
I quickly controlled the situation ‘Plus the tea helps so I’m goanna need a lot of it’ we started laughing at that.
‘Let’s return’ she said ‘before Raven finishes all the food’.
Raven replied from there ‘I heard that’.
She teased him ‘You were meant to’.
I Shouted ‘Let’s drink till we drop!’ but my Uncle was against us drinking so I had to rephrase it ‘LETS party till we drop!’.
Raven handed me a glass of juice and after that I blacked out.
~END of Chapter 9~

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